I don’t understand

I don’t understand why

That somewhere along the line

Ive decided to forget you

While waiting for you at the same time

I don’t understand why

Im both sad and happy

Seeing your shadow passes by

Or knowing you are still somewhere I can find

I don’t understand why

I would still dream about you

Somehow feeling happy and blue

Both at the same time 

I don’t understand why

I hate and love you 

I can’t stop my mind from praying for you

Both at the same damn time